Life Sucks

2007-09-20T09:45:26Z

Emma got pwned by UMAT. Now would be a good time to jump off a cliff.

My parents are uber angry at the fact that I can no longer get into any medicine courses for uni next year. Me? I don't care really. I never wanted to do medicine anyway. I'm just hoping my ENTER will be high enough to get me into Pharmacy. However, mom has now pushed for me to go to holiday tuition. Die asian thoughts.

On a happier note, Vinna was nice enough to give me Tae Yeon's part in her Into The New World collab, originally sung by SNSD. I just hope me being sick wont affect my voice that much for the collab!

Okay back to being gloomy. Holidays are coming up and I simply cannot affort to go out and muck around. I am going to put myself under house arrest and force myself to study.

Anyways. I told myself ages ago that'd I'd stop being a chicken and audition for SM. It's been ~~weeks~~ months now and I still haven't brought up the courage to email them. Yes. EMAIL. I suck T-T I need to practise more *nods* so...I'll audition...next year *nods*

Maybe I'll meet DBSK one day...*dreams* haha!
Speaking of which, they're Lovin' You Haru Mix is damn addictive. It's making me depressed.

Okay I'm gonna stop writing now and go look over English and English Language notes while my evil twinnie JM keeps me company online. Did I mention she's awesome?

Nah I was kidding. JM is a poopie xD But I love her. And she loves me ^^

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First entry? xD

2007-09-19T02:07:23Z

Woot! I finally got myself a LiveJournal. I feel so newbie at this, I'm too used to using Xanga haha.

Thanks to Tierney for making me get one =P I would've gotten a blogspot, but my school has blocked it. LiveJournal isn't blocked so I got this instead.

School is so pointless. I don't see why I still have to go. Most of my classes have finished the course already and we should be revising for our end of year exams. I only had three classes today. Actually no, make that two, considering maths class is such a bludge. I have early finish every Wednesday so the school day officially ends for me at 12:05pm. To top it all up, I'm sick.

Like being sick isn't enough, but exams are looming closer and closer. I have not studied. My subjects are so...notes heavy.

Holidays are coming up in a week, and I already have a packed schedule. I need to reread two novels for English, as well as write up more practise essays. I need to write at least two essays for English Language and memorise a textbook full of terms and definitions. I need to go through seventeen chapters of maths again, to make sure I remember all that we've done in this term. I need to revise the French and Russian Revolutions for History, which means two textbook sized set of notes. Lastly, I need to make sure I'm fully okay with everything we've learned in Chemistry, and that I can fully put everything we've learnt to use.

Bleh. I got tired writing that. Imagine me when I actually have to sort through all that stuff. *pulls out hair*

Aside from that, updates for my two ficcies NightHunter and Heart, Mind & Soul are long overdue. I'm halfway through both updates. Writers block sucks. Sorry to the girls that have been reading them, I always keep you guys waiting >.<;;

Being sick doesn't help my singing either. I can no longer hit higher notes, meaning my vocal range is totally restricted for most songs.

Right now the only things keeping me alive are DBSK's new song Ride On, which I've been listening to on repeat ever since I downloaded it, my evil twinnie JM coming online and spazzing with me every night, DBSK's Lovin' You Haru Remix, pervie buddie Kaye chatting to me on msn about anything and everything, the fact that most DBSK songs require a lower voice range to sing, my weirdo buddie Emi keeping my company whenever she can, Amy dongsaeng sending me voice recordings on msn and my camera.

Yeh who knew a camera could be so ... soothing. My last camwhore session calmed me down quite a bit, after realising my UMAT results will be coming out tomorrow. This result will determine whether I can do anything remotely sciency in uni. I hope I get a relatively high score...T__________T I just know I'll be too scared to go online and check tomorrow. Somebody kill me.

On the bright side (yeh there actually IS a bright side still), my friend and I are going out for lunch later. Maybe that'll make me feel a little better than I do right now.
I miss talking to Ping. Study hard for your exams girl! I know you'll do well ^^

Oh did I mention I'm getting a new ipod? My ipod mini's batteries stuffed up and it refuses to finish charging, despite me leaving it connected to the powerpoint for over twelve hours. So yeh. My parents agreed to get me an ipod video. 80 gigs! Now DBSK can be with me everywhere! Must resume large downloads of vids. That'll make me happy =D

That's about it for a first entry! I realised I wrote quite a lot O_______O;;
If you guys managed to read through all of this, I commend you. This was one long rant. Sorry >.<;;

I miss MSN. Stupid school. Blocks anything and everything. Blogspot was blocked for "containing porn". These people have run out of excuses I tell you.

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Life Sucks

First entry? xD